I will keep this short.
I wanna say lately it feels like I lost all my passions, but its been more than lately. I would say it has been going on for the better part of a year. My passions include but not limited to:
- Exercise / Running
- Video games
However, it feels hard to get into them. Even when I do, I usually just go through the motions. I haven’t been able to sit down and write, or even force myself to. I exercise for the sake of exercising and to get back into shape. I don’t have time to play video games, and when I do, I rather just not. I haven’t found good music, and my iPod is broken beyond repair so it is hard to listen to music.
I know, I am just complaining.
I don’t know how to rekindle the fire for them, or even if they are my passions anymore.
How does one find their passions?
How does someone discover what they like?
This is just a small rambling. Maybe one day I will come back to this post and go more in depth. I just needed to get this off my chest a bit. I want to write about all of this, but I also don’t. Plus, why am I bothering the internet with my problems? I always return to the dark place. The void that makes me want to end it, but I know I never will.
Thanks for listening, even though there is no substance here.